It's been a long time since a last update, and though I have been doing my stuff I've just been rather lazy to upload the stuff, what with the combination of the upload time and my arms and wrists hurting I've been slacking and might continue so for a while more.
I just really wanted to put something on here to remember, 'depending on the position that you are in, people will always talk shit about you and vice versa, and the only way is to get used to it.' There really is no way around it I suppose but to accept it, and yet somehow make it positive. I'm not too sure how it can be positive but to live happy I believe that only the opinion of the honest, kind and open-hearted to be valued. Not just that one has to be happy with the things and people around them for them to be genuinely satisfied on the inside. Determining who that is or shall be takes the test of time, at times.. I wish I would grow up faster to be able to learn to recognize the people around me. Not sure if I'm being cynical but maybe surrounding yourself with a small circle of people who can best help advance you forward is the best way, not to say that one surrounds themselves with people who will only seek to flatter or just agree with everything you say, but people who have their own opinions as you but with similar morals and ambitions thus creating an environment for yourself that allows you to move forward.
As I learned in a class of mine I really enjoyed, one can only move forward. Humans are always trying to progress and do better than what they had before and using history as a marker and learning from it. I think the best piece of advice I ever got from someone regarding experiences is, "Never say sorry, just learn from it." Not that you don't admit your mistakes but just don't let it lead your life and instead to just move on. Another thing is that, it takes a lot for a person to admit that they messed up and I think one things I really admire is when someone can go, 'ok, I'm sorry. I know I messed up, how can I fix it.' and as I say this, I think I'll strive to be to the best to my extent the values I have listed above. For good or for bad, I'm always questioning myself, and my actions and retracing to see if there was anything that could have been done better, at times, it makes me doubt myself and thus the demons of insecurity thou unleash themselves upon me. At other times I realize that some methods did work and some didn't and now know how to move forward. I really hope, that I can be a better person for myself and others without compromising who I am.
As they say, Life is a journey.
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